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Am a contradiction of sorts. i love going out and having a good time with friends, and i can also stay home chill out over a book or a movie.. Am very passionate about writing, so give me a topic and watch me float away into wonderland... I Am crazy about music,books,friends and my doggie... :)

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Days....

Over the last few days, I am on my laptop working and every few minutes i open blogger to do a post and within few mins, all I accomplish is to close the page! Brain drain I guess or just a phase.. I hope!

Today, I got home after walk, and been sitting on the porch listening to music on my iPod touch when suddenly the urge to blog popped up and here I am doing a post from my iPod touch :-)

The last few weeks have been quite draining, notthe physical kind due to chenai summer. If anything, I've barely noticed the heat... We've all been so emotionally drained out and wondering how to move on...

In my life, atleast in the 3decades so far, I've lost quite a few family members- gramps, great gramma, uncles and aunts.. But this aunt's loss seems to be the one that has taken a toll on me.. Realized the more you love someone the more the pain, but we've been all talking about her, quirky habits she had, the way she was particular about things and so on...




The amount of fun me And my cousin have had with her. She used to sit on the bed with us, cover us with a blanket and feel around from the top and guess who's nose, hands, legs and on purpose would guess wrong.. We would be squealing everytime she got I wrong!! What fun... As time went, she became a sort of peace keeper of the family.. Someone who everyone confided in, felt comfortable talking to... Anyone fell Ill, she would be here at grandparents place keeping em company or in the hospital..

I could go on n on.. I guess when a person has been an integral part of your life, from birth, you miss em!!!And am sure she is looking down and smiling , hoping we stop making so many crazy mistakes and get on with life... Which is the plan... ;-)



Phew, enough ranting for now.. Time to kick start the Monday!!! Am looking forward to the day, just as i look forward to every monday!!

Rock it people!! :-)

5 comments:

arulkandhan said...

Good to stop and reflect. It IS required. But do not freeze there... Move on! Sure your aunt would have wanted that too? Sure she'll feel mighty disappointed if she were watching you right now? I share your feelings and can understand that profound emptiness that often follows when someone who has been an integral part of your life is gone one fine day... But Move on Art!

indianhomemaker said...

What beautiful memories... Hugs Aarti.

gils said...

c this is the reason y i dont mingle with relatives.... vera enna mokka podarathu therila :(

Srivats said...

RIP to your aunt, I am sure she is happy and proud of you. Iphone blogging working out well for you.
This brain draining is happening to everyone i know :)

On a different note.
Gils is like chandler who cant cry , Gils is hollow inside! :P

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