So, lots of things have happened since the time I spoke to you... I can sense a change in me, as a person, as an individual..
I continue to remain as independent as ever, just that I have now made peace with the world and stopped expecting things to be any different.
I have accepted the fact that certain people will always hold a soft corner in certain people's hearts and I shouldn't expect any kind of consideration from them in any aspect of life..
I have also finally accepted that I shall never hear a word of encouragement or acceptance from certain people who I thought mattered ....
I don't mean to be rude or bitchy, but why do people care only about those who are needy and clingy? Just because I am capable on my own doesn't mean I don't mind a kind word now and then...
My going out means I don't care..
Few others being out all the time means they are just having fun and it is perfectly fine
My wanting to go meet friends means I am or soothing
Well, I don't give two hoots for people who judge... I never did , now am just beyond indifferent, if that is even possible..
There are few friends who care..
There are others who remember me only when they need something
and then there are others who are there somewhere in the background, fading away...
Well, I am not one to vent, but looks like I too vent once in a while..
Once in a Blue moon... Oh hey, I did take the effort to step out and see the moon this New moon day when the moon was said to be a shade of blue.. Was beautiful...
Anyways, won't go on.. am done!! Mind is free, liberated is how i feel.. :-)
Thanks for being so patient..
Toodle doo till next time