At Times . . .

At times I want to say so many things..
At times I want to tell him how special he is..
At times I want to tell him I love him..
At times I want to kiss him, hug, caress him..
At times I want to show all my love on him..
At times I want to tell him how important he is..
At times I want to tell him I loved him as I never loved anyone before..
At times I want to say it out but I never had those guts to say him..
There was a fear of losing him, a fear what if he said no to me, a fear of ending the bound we share..
I wish I have said him all this because my silence took him away from me
At times I still wish I have said him all this
At times . . .

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